Be what You want to Be
What do you call it when you feel something against your will? When the call of that something inside you starts ripping your self – esteem in pieces while your consciousness tells you to stop.
I never had it when I was a child.
I always felt what I wanted and I always wanted that what I felt.
Being used to getting what I want I am stuck. Stuck in the position like being lost in the desert. There’s nowhere to go. I can’t deny what I feel but I also can’t afford to feel it. It’s against my believes and values. Hum… screw the beliefs. I don’t care.
No more. The human mind is such control-freak. It kills me. And if I continue it will sound like a confession to you and this is the least I want to do.
Love, hate… those feelings you can’t buy. They don’t care for vanity and pride. This is why I am slightly confused.
I need to start anew once more. And you know what? Remember, that which doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.
Sigmund Freud has said once, that the desire which isn’t satisfied is a stimulating force for fantasy. So when you feel down, and you can’t get that what you want try turning the downside of it the other way around. Force your emotions towards something super cool and creative. Something you’ve never done in your life. Imagine. Be bold. Be decisive. Be brave. Be Miss Provocateur.
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